graduation

I’m graduating!

it sounds so weird to me because it doesn’t even feel like it I am, but hey it’s true. I have a few regrets I would like to share before the whole ceremony happens. if any of you are starting out high school are finishing your first year here are some tips from someone who is leaving.

make sure you participate in as many sports and school events as you can. I never joined anything because I thought they were embarrassing and people would have judged me for it. when in all honesty I should have said screw it and have done it anyway.

guys, make as many friends as possible. it doesn’t matter if you have enough friends or you’re too shy, go break out of your shell and have fun. high school is all of about education and fun, but mostly fun. I did one thing right in my 4 years of high school and that was befriending anybody.

now to the education part.

I can’t stress this enough guys but ask questions if you have any. it doesn’t matter if it’s in front of the class or just with the teacher. questions are important it gets you to the right answer.

do not procrastinate 

it will ruin your grade and make you stress and that will lead to bad endings. it’s not hard to keep track of your workload, all you have to do is get an agenda. I know, who uses agendas when you have cell phones. well, cell phones aren’t always reliable so keeping a book with your schedule in it is very good.

when you are where I am today, you will realize that everyone is eventually going their own ways. they say “we will keep in touch!” and “I will never forget you” but in the back of your mind you know they will. which is why you have to enjoy high school as much as you can. there won’t be anything like it trust me.

when I hit college I’ll let all of you know what it’s like. my friends tell me my advice is great and helpful, but they always ask why I never apply it to my life. well, that is because, my friends, I like to help others before I can help myself.

thanks, for reading guys and feel free to share it with anyone who would enjoy this post. I’ll catch you guys later bye.

infinity

the future

Good morning, afternoon, and evening to all of you. Today I wanted to talk about my future and what I’d like to be doing.

Travelling has always been on my list ever since I’ve been to America. I don’t want to travel in little places, but full on travel to a country live there for a while and then move on to the next one. The places I will most likely visit will be:

  • London
  • Greece
  • Croatia
  • Italy
  • Brazil
  • Spain
  • Amsterdam

And those are just places I named from the top of my head. I for sure want a job before any of this, so I plan on finishing college and becoming a nurse. Helping people as what I’ve always wanted to do and being a doctor was too complicated for me so the next best thing was nursing.

Is there any places you want to visit? feel free to let me know in the comments.

Have a great rest of your day 🙂

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It felt like the air was thicker, my heart was pounding in my chest. Our escape was so close yet so far.

“Quick, Mike in my room,” I say looking behind me to see my mother almost hot on my heels.

As soon as Mike and I were safe in my bedroom I locked the door, slowly backing away. I jump at the sound of pounding against my door.

“You stupid little bitch you open this door, now!” my mother exclaimed still banging on the door.

“Never.” I whisper.

I look over at Mike who’s huddled in the corner of my room whimpering. “Don’t worry Mikey.” I say holding him in my arms. “She won’t be able to get us, not anymore.” I didn’t know if I was reassuring him or myself. I sigh wondering if things will ever look up for us. Now that I’m a legal adult the first thing I’m going to do is get full custody of Mike. It’s going to be hard, but I’m always willing to fight for my brother. He deserves so much more than this, if I could give him the world I would.

Once it became dark out I knew my mother would  have given up and go drink so more. I slowly get up to open the door. I peak out to see that my mother was gone. I heard the TV playing downstairs and I knew for sure she was knocked out cold.

“Mike.” I whisper.  His little head lifts up making is blonde curls fall in front of his eyes. “It’s time.” I say again.

Mike walks over to his room and grabbed his barney knapsack and packed as much clothes as he could. I was doing the same, but with a duffle bag. I didn’t own much clothing which was fine for me because I could pack more clothes for Mike. I grabbed some of the extra cash from under my mattress and walked over to Mike who’s eyes was full of hope and fear.

“Ready bud?” I ask

“Yeah, I think so.” he says in a small voice.

“Okay let’s go.”

We slowly walk down the stairs hoping to not make any noise that might wake my mother up.

We make it too the door quickly putting our shoes on. But before we could even walk out the door we hear.

“Please don’t leave me.”

I turn to see my mother her eyes were filled with tears. “Don’t leave me like your father, I promise I’ll quit.” she says trying to make us stay. She has been saying that line for years.

“We gave you too many chances.” I say holding Mike’s hand and walking out the door.

“Please I’m begging you Calpurnia” She yells from the door. “Micheal please babies I need you.” She sobs. I almost felt bad for her, almost. We walked far enough that my mothers voice was slowly drowning out. All that we could hear were the crickets and out foot steps hitting the pavement.

“I hope she gets better.” Mikey says with a single tear rolling down his face.

“I know me too.” I say in a monotone voice. “Me too.”


i don’t even know if there will be a third part. i honestly didn’t think the first one would get as much likes as it got. thanks to those who read it an enjoyed it i guess. i hope you all had a good day and if you had a bad one, don’t worry tomorrow will get better.

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Have a good night everyone.

see you next time.

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I look up to the sky, my eyes squinting from the bright light of the sun. I take in a long drag of my cigarette letting the nicotine overtakes my senses. Smoking always relieves my stress. After I reached the butt of my cigarette, I drop it on the ground sandwiching it between my converse and the cement.

My body was completely numb at this point. I’ve been walking for hours, the scorching heat burning my skin. It felt like it was going to melt off and all I would just be bones. I didn’t want to go home despite it being my first instinct. I knew it would be too dangerous to go back. My mother the suffering alcoholic, my non-existence father not there to support us it was hard growing up. My 6-year-old brother was still in there, but he’s good at hiding from our raging mother.

I had a plan. I had a plan for the both of us. We can’t keep living this way, we were hurting and the abuse was too much to handle. I muster all the confidence in my body and put it into going back to hell.

Working at the cafe for several years did make me some good money, making me save up enough money to rent an apartment. My mother wasn’t fit to take care of us. No one is in fact.

Even if we were to call the police they wouldn’t do shit. They would just put us in the foster care system and that wasn’t going to happen.

Over my dead body.

I walk to the front porch and open the door. No one ever locks it since my mom is too drunk to even remember we have a lock on our door.

“Calpurnia?” My mother called out stumbling down the stairs.

“What.”

“Where have you been stupid?” she said with absolute disgust.

I scoff. “I went out you drunk.”

“That’s it you, stupid girl.” She says walking towards me grabbing my hair. I yelp in pain trying to loosen her grip but it was no use.

“I’m sick of you treating me this way.” She says. “No girl should treat their mother with such disrespect!” She spat.

I step on her foot making her let go of my hair and nursing her foot. “You don’t just get respect,” I say. “You have to earn it and believe me, mom, you are nowhere near worth my respect,” I say walking away

“Mike!” I yell.

I rummage through the house looking in every hiding spot he’s ever hiding in. “Mikey!” I yell once more at this point panic rising in my chest.

“Cal, I’m right here.” a little whisper said. I follow the voice to under the couch.  I smile as relief floods through my veins. “Hey buddy,” I say holding my hand out for him. “It’s time.”

Mike immediately knew what I meant because this has been both of our plans. Before Mike could take my hand my hair was yet again was being yanked. “Where do you think you’re going?” My mother said. Her breath was reeking of alcohol. I had to stop myself from gagging.

“We,” I emphasize. “Are getting the hell out of here,” I say before punching her in the stomach buying us enough time to grab our things.

“Mikey go get your things hurry!” I say frantically trailing behind him.

“YOU AREN’T GOING ANYWHERE.” my mother screeched trudging up the stairs, but lucky us she was so drunk she couldn’t see straight.


this story was something. it was very dark i will admit but i just started writing and this is where it lead too. i guess what i’m saying is all of my stories are all starting happy and full of sunshine and roses but the world isn’t always like that. some people’s stories begin horribly like Mike and Calpurnia.  i don’t know if any of you want another part that is totally up to you. you can let me know by commenting or something.

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Have a good night everyone.

see you next time.

fresh start

I’ve come to the realization that none of you guys know who I am. I portray myself as a book-loving nerd who happens to have a blog dedicated to it. I also put out that music is something I cannot go a day without listening too. I am an overall chatty person, who loves to make people smile.

This blog is one of the best things that has happened to me so far. I love how I grew so much over the past couple of years. I think I want to expand my blog to random new things rather than just revolving around books and such. This completely sounds like I’m quitting, which I’m not, by the way, I just want a fresh start here.

I was thinking about re-branding everything on here. My website will forever be called infinity blogs. I will post about books if I manage to finish one. I will keep talking about certain topics and tell you my opinions. I will still suggest music not because you guys would want it but merely because I enjoy it.

If you head over to my website you will see my layout has changed. It didn’t really change all that much but the background was a start. I like writing, I will keep writing but it won’t just won’t be on my blog. I want my writing to be out there and not just on my blog. That is why I’ve been posting on my new wattpad account. I had recently made an account and I’ve been posting one of my stories that I have been working on for years.

I forgot to say my normal intro in the beginning but I’ll just say it now. I hope all of you are having a good day. I hope you all are smiling and are as happy as you can be.

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Have a good night everyone.

see you next time.

wattpad?

Hello everyone reading this post I hope all of you are having an amazing day. Today is such a nice day out for, and its been raining the past few weeks. So it’s nice getting a little bit of sun, though it still is a little chilly outside. I don’t know where this post is going, I just wanted to put something up. I have so much spare time lately that I’m just sitting here and scrolling on twitter (which you can follow me at @infinityxblogs shameless promo) and watching funny vids.

Like I feel the urge to write stories and stuff but I just don’t know where! Like I want everyone to read it and enjoy it and stuff. I’ve been thinking about posting on wattpad, I don’t know for sure yet. People get published on wattpad and I would like to publish a book someday but I just don’t know if anyone would care to read it.

I literally stopped writing to make a wattpad 🙂 so if you want to follow it my account is  @infinityblogs.

I guess I’ll be posting all of my little stories, but I will be sure to keep you posted if I do. I will either tweet it or when I make a blog post and  I’ll link it.

I’m done with this blog post I guess. If you guys have a wattpad account you write in let me know!

I’ll catch you guys later

~infinity

Anniversary!

I literally forgot today was my blogs anniversary. Like I felt like I needed to blog something but I didn’t know what and I get a notification that it’s my anniversary.

To be honest guys, I didn’t think this whole blogging thing would last. I thought I would blog for a month tops, but nope I blogged for 4 years now. I didn’t think I’d reach one follower, but I’m almost at 200. I didn’t think anyone cared about what I post yet people commented. I am so proud of myself and I’m so glad I kept coming back to my blog.

This blog wouldn’t have happened if it weren’t for the ones that listened. I appreciate all of you and I thank you all so much for standing by me despite my hiatus every month. This blog means so much to me and I consider this my life journey and every time I look back on a post I feel happy and I remember why I wrote this. If anything I still want to talk about books more and films again and talk about other things. I can’t wait for 2017 and I am super excited.

Thanks for sticking by me and I hope Infinity Blogs means as much to as it does to me. 🙂

~Infinity