Assault.

Today has been a long long day and it has almost ended, and I thank God for that. Something horrible has happened today, and it made my heart sink and my stomach turn. I was in class minding my own business waiting for the teacher to teach, when all of a sudden I hear. “He looks like he’s gonna rape her.”

My head snapped to the voice and I went off on him. I told him what gives him the right to say such things about a human being. He said look at this picture, and it was of a young man taking a photo with a little girl. It looked pretty harmless to me, nothing about rape came off from the picture. The minute I saw how innocent photo was I told him that he was an idiot and is heartless to think that it was okay to say something like that. After I went off on him this one girl turned around and said. “Thank you.”

I couldn’t even say anything back I was in too much shock to even process that she said thank you. This made me so angry that I was thinking about the whole day then a realization came to me.

If he thought saying rape had no meaning to it, then other people thought that the word rape meant nothing.

I couldn’t let this go by, I just couldn’t. Letting people make assumptions about others especially rape is so not okay.

Rape victims are scarred for life, they are hurt. Their innocence was ripped away from them with no remorse and it makes me sick. I see people all over the news talking about their rape stories and how they can’t go without shaking or bursting into tears because they are being reminded of what has happened to them. I can’t say I know how they feel, I can’t even imagine how they feel. I’m not only talking about females, but males also.

This subject was a little bit on tender side but I had to get this out of my system. Knowing that people like the guy in my class walk by us on the street makes me so damn mad. People throwing the word rape around like it’s nothing makes me want to punch them in the face.

Assumptions are the worst things in the world, believe me. I feel absolutely horrible for the man that was called a rapist based on a photo with his cousin or sister or whomever they are to them. I also want to apologize to the girls and boys out there have been assaulted and that whatever they got they did not deserve. My heart goes out to you all and I want you to know that you are insanely strong.

If you have been assaulted in anyway please tell someone. I know you are scared of the outcome but keeping silent will not help you. Go and be heard.

Here is a 24 hour hotline that I got off a good website I will link it below:

Everything listed below is from the website

Call 416-597-8808 or TTY—416-597-1214, 24hours a day, 7 days a week.

  • Ask to speak to a counselor. She will listen to and talk to you.
  • If you are calling from a phone booth or do not want us to call you back for safety reasons, you can ask to be connected directly to a Counsellor.
  • You can leave a message with your first name only and your telephone number. We will call you back and we will talk to you only.

Website link: http://trccmwar.ca/our-services/24-hour-crisis-line/

I care about you all.

~ Infinity

Inspiration

I haven’t felt inspired in such a long time, I almost forgot how amazing it felt. I was so inspired that I got into a book again and I don’t want to put it down. Hell, I want to finish this post and my homework so I could read for a few hours. What gave me this inspiration? you might ask, well Chris McCandless.

In one of my classes were watching a film about a man who wanted to explore the world and forget all of his problems. Let me just announce that this film was based on a true story. Anyways he saw how messed up the world was by noticing how money was the only way to someones heart. He, on the other hand, noticed that money was poisoning everyone, by making them greedy and hungry for power. I noticed the world hasn’t changed its way, it maybe got even worse.

I rarely hear people say I want to be an explorer after I graduate. Instead I hear them say they’re wanting the newest technology. People don’t go outside anymore for God’s sake! They forget there is whole goddamn world out there to see, to experience, to enjoy.

They forget.

I got so moved by his choices that I decided to put my phone aside and pick up a book again. Instead of taking the bus all the way home I stopped halfway and walked the other half because it was a beautiful day.

I’m planning to take this summer and just enjoy the warm air, and take the time to spend it with my family and friends. Maybe take a book outside, I don’t know. I do know for sure that I will not spend as much time as I do with technology.

If you notice this as well, go do something you think you would never do!

play sports, learn an instrument, sing, go skydiving, do it because you know you can!

Life’s too short guys go live it.

See you all next time, and take care

~Infinity

Twitter: @InfinityxBlogs

Acceptance

Acceptance is a big thing people need to deal with these days. Today i’ll be talking about is positivity , some things we tend to have hard time dealing with. Some of us are insecure, I am for sure. I know I usually post positive things on my blog, but I do have my times. I don’t like the way I look, I try hard to change but I never can. Lately, I’ve been trying to accept myself for the way I am. There are somethings I can’t change about my body, and I need to learn to accept that.

 

I’m just gonna let you all know that you’re perfect, no matter if you’re skinny or big, Short hair or long hair, etc. If you have issues I found 6 ways to be positive with yourself that I try to follow. I got this from a website, if you want to see it I will link it at the end of the post if you want to read it for yourself. I am basically summarizing it right now.

 

  1. Being grateful: Being grateful is great way to start being positive. Think about this, you have a home, a family to come home too, a school you can attend, and food on the table. Some people don’t have what you have, and reminding yourself that you have everything a person needs to survive makes you realize you have it lucky.
  2. Being aware of negativity: When you notice that you’re being negative to yourself or to others, try to rephrase it with positive things. For example you failed a text: saying you’re stupid countless times won’t help because later on you will believe it. Instead figure out what you did wrong and apply it to your next test and see if there was any change.
  3. Posture: if you’re sloucher, like me, try sitting up straight. Believe me I know the struggle trying to sitting up all the time, but you will get use to it.
  4. Smiling: This one is my favourite one because it works. Smiling is something i’ve been doing a lot lately without forcing it. And if you fake a smile you can fool your body into thinking you’re happy
  5. No negative people: Surrounding yourself with people who are constantly negative, will give you a negative vibe. Surrounding yourself with people who are always happy and positive will make you feel uplifted.
  6. Kindness: Spread the positivity to others. One way I try to spread positivity is by smiling at people when I walk down the street. Or when I’m in school and I see someone alone I always tell them to have a great day. The little things make it count, and believe me it will make you feel good as well.

 

These are some ways I try to be positive with myself and I think it might help some of you guys as well. I hope all of you enjoyed this post, if you want you can leave your thoughts in the comments. You can also see on the side of my blog that I do indeed have a twitter you can now follow @infinityxblogs.

 

Have a great day or night, and remember you’re beautiful just the way you are. I would like to address some people who I’ve talked to and are truly kind.
Elm, OceanofFear, and littlemissinvisible.

Have a good one guys, and smile 🙂

~Infinity

Link:

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/hope-relationships/201409/6-ways-become-more-positive-today

 

 

New Segment!

Hi guys, I hope all of you are having a wonderfully amazing day or night. Today I wanted to share my news that involves my blog. Lately I have been posting certain issues and how it affects us, and I think I tried to say ways to solve it.

I love-making those kind of posts and instead of putting it in my let’s talk category, I decided to make a whole new category called problems. If you head over to my blog you will see it right at the top in the menu bar. I know that name is so stupid, but that’s all I’ve got right now. If you have any creative names please share them with me, I’m desperate. Also if you’d like me to cover an issue, or need advice I will make a post on it, I love helping people as best as I can.

I plan on having a book review up as soon as possible, and if you want to keep up with me just follow my twitter which should be on the side of my home page, or you can click here: @infinityxblogs

Have a good one guys

~Infinity